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Wednesday, April 15, 2015

fatigue


2,989,409 pageviews. Frankly I'm flabbergasted. When I started blogging at Badskirt, I had no idea that I'd still be at it six years later; nor did I expect to find so many friends along the way.

With six years of blogging though, it is inevitable that you go through bouts of blogger fatigue - days or weeks when you feel like you have nothing to write about.  Days when you'd rather stare at the sewing machine needle than the keyboard. Days when you wonder what you're doing.


Lately I've been in a bit of a writing slump. I've had no problem conjuring up posts about our road trips, but the posts about craft and ongoing projects haven't come as easily. When I started sewing, I had many things to write about. With every project, I was making something different or tackling a new technique. As I've become more proficient, I felt I've had less to say. Becoming more of an expert has unexpectedly muffled my writing. Not a trajectory that I had imagined.

Photography is another contributing factor. When I started blogging, my pictures were undeniably crap. I'd throw a skirt on the carpet, take a dodgy photograph and then write up what I learned. As my aptitude for photographing fabric and craft projects grew, I put more and more pressure on myself to avoid the carpet shots. I had some unrealistic expectation that every picture should be styled as if it were for print publication.


I'm going to try over the next couple of months to revisit blogging in the way I did six years ago - Showing the simple with the complex. The not-so-styled along with the wonderful. Sharing my sexy carpet.

I've been sewing this week.  Fat quarters purchased on holidays have been turned into patchwork squares for a quilt back. Old blocks long lost by the postal service have been plucked from the cupboard and turned into an improv cushion top. A shirt has been made sans pattern. Sans pattern people! Ring that bell and celebrate.


To cap things off a quilt top has been finished, and it's only Wednesday.

I've had a bit of blogger's fatigue, and I've been reluctant to write 'nothing' posts. I've been reluctant to show quilts that aren't finished and photographed in ridiculous locations - draped against a barn, hung on a swing set, splayed out on snow-covered ground or swinging in the wind at the beach.

Today I'm going old school though. I laid it all out on the carpet.

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Creative fatigue happens to all of us. What's your secret for staving off the self-imposed pressures and getting back to loving the things you do?

23 comments:

  1. I've experienced a little of that fatigue after writing my book. When your hobby becomes work, it's hard to bring it back to the fun level again. I've been making a point to focus on the things I truly love: small projects, simple patchwork, hand sewing. It's slow, but the fun is coming back...

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    1. I think quite a few people, myself included, struggle with the balance when your 'fun time' becomes 'work time' as well. Small projects and personal sewing are a great suggestion for getting back into the swing of things.

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  2. Wow. I love that bottom quilt top- carpet and all!

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    1. Thanks Tamie. I'm in an experimentation phase with shapes from triangles at the moment.

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  3. Sorry Amy, no one gives a rat's about your carpet - we're all focussed on your gorgeous quilts. Didn't even see the carpet, you've gotta stop pointing it out!
    I love taking a break with a novel (as in, read the whole thing, no intermittent sewing during said reading period) or sewing something just for me (that I may or may not even blog about). These things tend to help me get fired up again.

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    1. I haven't read in so long. I used to be a prolific reader, but that got lost when craft entered my life. I'd devour the 'new fiction reads' section with ease. Seems like it might be something to try. Maybe a trip to my local library is in order!

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    2. Lets here it for reading and the library!!!! I don't blog I just read a select few each morning with my cup of tea . But I do quilt. One of the things that I found that helps in the dump is audio books. While that is a bit of a problem while writing a blog its great when you get down to the nuts and bolts of finishing an item after the creative part is done.

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  4. Loved reading about your camping trip and seeing all the pictures; and yes, I love seeing your quilts. My quilt pictures always seem to be draped over our old rust colored sofas, but hey - I try to concentrate on that they are 'finished' :). So don't worry, we're seeing your lovely quilts ;)!

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  5. It would be nice to see your progress, not always styled but being happily worked on. I always enjoy what you share here. And I do love this new quilt design.

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  6. Love seeing your gorgeous projects, carpet and all :). I don't think every single picture has to be perfectly styled.

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  7. Yay for the carpet shots!! Love the last photo....gorgeous work!

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  8. I think I'd rather see imperfect photography of interesting craft than nothing but I'd also rather see you write where your passion and interest takes you. If that's travel; write about travel! If craft is back in your groove with the change in outlook-- craft on!

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  9. Love the projects; don't care that they're photographed on the carpet. :-) I think the pursuit of perfection is what stifles my creativity. I struggle with that. However, I am slowly learning that my piecing, etc., does NOT have to be perfect; that as long as I am creating and making a reasonable effort to be accurate, everything will turn out fine.

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  10. Amy,
    I'm a fan. Several years ago I found your Santa with a bike in his sack block and have followed your work ever since. Carpet shots and minimal text are all I need. Thanks for sharing.

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  11. I just love to read your blog posts. Don't care about seeing quilts next to an old barn, or draped on rusted industrial machinery, or in a snowy forest. I love your progress shots, finish shots, carpet shots, whatever. Yeah, I'm a die-hard fan too. So thanks for all your efforts over the years. I don't comment a lot, but I always read and enjoy :)

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  12. I loved your travel posts. As an Aussie I was totally jelous and inspired. I lived in Nyngan for 5 years as a kid and that red dust just brought back so many memories. Not to mention your camping stories I shared with my husband over morning coffee. I think you inspired him too.
    As for carpet photos it's nice to know your quilts look like mine. (Just a little more amazing) I rarely get a photo anywhere but on the floor or the bed but I'm also not blogging them so I don't really feel that need.
    Loving all you do.
    Abby

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  13. Thanks for blogging. If it wasn't for people like you to help beginners like me I'm not sure where I'd get inspiration from. I admire you - I wouldn't have the courage to write a blog!

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  14. I wonder if we get sometimes get stuck on the idea that we should be 'teaching' something in each post for it to have value. As for me, when I'm reading others blogs, I'm always fascinated to get a glimpse inside someone's head. Why did they use the yellow color instead of the {perhaps more obvious} green etc. Reading about the process is what keeps me jumping from blog to blog in search of a connection. Love to see all the wonderful finishes--yours are amazing!, but I get so much more from that 'uhuh' moment.:)

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  15. You go girl! Casual makes me feel less intimidated.

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  16. I have to say ~ I love carpet shots. I've got a fairly small space and what with mostly rainy weather it's where most of my photos are taken (usually with a kitty or two on them).
    I'm going through knitting fatigue right now. I can't seem to find the energy to look at the patterns and make sense of them. It will come back I know, I just do other things instead like sewing, gardening, etc.
    I love what you do Amy ~ and your process too!

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  17. Love your post Amy. Real life intervenes sometimes! Miss seeing you for our fabric outings. Great that you are sewing stuff & getting to ring your bell. B xx

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  18. ps. another vote for the library & reading. Something I've returned to this past year & been a part of a book group

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